Big 4. Is it a scary number, 40, Forty!

My Transformation through the times.
I am officially 40 years old in November. However, I just do not feel anything because this is just a number to me. Before that, I saw a lot of celebrities or socialites celebrating their Big 4 happily. What to ashamed to share the age. When I reached this age, I feel the same too. In fact, I wanna record down my 40 years of life on the planet.
2 months before my big day, I started to craft and collect some oldies memory of my life. What is good on my memories and I wanted to give a big gift to myself in saying Good Job, Jessie.
Through this 2 months of flashback memories, it does bring me back to a lot of stories that I almost forgot. From childhood to adulthood, from the childhood songs that I used to listen, the holiday trips that I had, changing of my personalities and some perspective in life.
I am happy to see myself transforming from the little Chinese girl to an open minded and adventurous young woman. The people that came to my life through my 40 years of life. Getting people come and go in my life is just very interesting as I treasured every single person that came in and know me.
LIFE is like a recipe where there are consists of many ingredients. The ingredients are pretty fixed but the measurement of each ingredient may varies from person.
I am looking forward to my life in next 20 years.
