Why Am I Say So?
With ‘ON’ and ‘OFF’ lockdown condition through 15 months since we first lock downed, this is obviously not a roller coaster that we are riding now. It is not about whether you are happy or sad now. It is not about whether you are being positive or negative now. It is not about whether you can get through now or later. It is not about whether how long you gonna survive this now.
We all know this pandemic is going to be like this for another 1 or 2 years from now on. It is like a long marathon that we all signed up for whether you submitted to it not. We are all in, right now.
It is alright to feel bad, sad or demotivate. We all are human being, we have emotions about the situation we all are facing now. Nobody is gonna say they are totally fine without breakdown. Trust me, we all are the same and the only different is how long to take us back to ‘ok’ mode.

13.07.2021 Malaysia cases hit 11k.
On July 13, Malaysia has hit another history on our Covid19 cases to 11k. Most Malaysian are feeling bad even though we know it will reach this 5 digits soon with no improvement at all since lockdown. When the reality came to us, I can surely tell you that we all are feeling so down. For me, I walked downstairs to buy ice cream the moment I saw the numbers when friend sent over. Take a fresh air and go back home. After a while, I am back to OK mode as we still need to live a life. This is why I am saying we are in a ‘Marathon’ now to keep ourselves moving even though there are some interruptions in between during the journey.
Keep going with own pace because it is not how fast you run, it is about reaching the end point when this pandemic is over. If you do need to talk, please call up some friends. Honestly, I am doing this since lockdown in Jun 1 and this is definitely help me in adjusting my mood.